Just a sad girl in a sad world.
not to sound like a total slut but oh boy it would be so nice to have a really long hug and some reassurance
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Paranoia? Self sabotage? I’m not sure.
I think sometimes I make up all these  scenario in my head and in some ways they are true but not fully, then I overthink them, adding more thoughts and more probably not so true thoughts to it.
I think my illness has a lot to do with it. Being manic bipolar they don’t tell you all the horrific thoughts and actions that come along with it. Not in true detail at least.
Some days I feel like I’m not loved fully because of my crazy actions and then other days I know that I have the absolute best thing in the world. (In my opinion of course.)
I make myself feel and look crazy. I have no idea why I started posting on something public. Probably because I know no one will ever read it and partly because I know maybe someone will.
- I feel crazy
February 10th, 2022 1:00am
Dating me is fun. You get a comedian, a mental patient and a pornstar all in one.
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If you know what it is like to feel broken, why be the reason for another’s brokenness?
-her.written.thoughts
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